We are headed home tomorrow. Today is a busy day of tying up loose ends and tomorrow will be a long day of travel.
As much as I want to go home, I have some concerns.
•I am dreading the flights home. I love my girl and she has matured a lot in the last two months but she does not sit well. Ever. She's not even still when she's sleeping. I hope we get a very understanding person next to us. And behind us. And in front of us.
•I am excited to get back to real life. I just don't know what real life looks like any more. Sometimes I picture being home and then realize life doesn't look like that any more. It's not a bad thing. It's just an unknown. We all know I don't like unknowns.
•We have life here figured out. It's mundane and boring but it's what we know together. What if I can't handle parenting on top of other responsibilities?
These are the things that woke me up at 5 this morning.
Ready or not, we are boarding a plane tomorrow.